2009 has definitely had its ups. . .I was on CMT, was hired to sing demos for amazing and established songwriters, met and made wonderful friends, and my family has become stronger. . .its also had its down's. . .we lost a few family members and Grandma was diagnosed with colon cancer, but she's now in remission...praise God!
But, ultimately, it was a great year so I'm looking forward to 2010. With that said, I'm also nervous about this year. On January 5th I'll be embarking on a new adventure, one that I've been preparing for since I was in the womb kicking my mother's stomach when she turned the radio off. Poor woman, she should have known then...but I digress.
In four days, I'll pack my bags, say goodbye to my family and friends and join the other 18,000,000 (I'm exaggerating) people who are trying to "make it" in the music business. That's a scary feeling. They're all there for the same reason and I have to be the one who stands out. It's a real fear for me. Sure, I know I have talent, but am I unique enough? I hope so. I also know that if I don't make this trek then I'll regret it when I'm 50 years old and I don't want to live with that. I don't want to waste what God has given me.
Oh goodness...there's a lot in my head right now but the one thing I am sure about is the love, support, and encouragement I get from family and friends. I know a lot of people say this, but it truly astounds me when someone tells me that singing is what I should be doing, that they have that much faith in me always surprises me. I just need to have that same belief. All of your comments & support really does keep me going.
So, even though I'm moving to Tennessee, please keep in touch. I'll post more later when it's not so late...if I didn't know better, I would swear I just heard a rooster crow. . .for the love!
God Bless!
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Have fun in TN. When I get back to the states, I want to travel around, so I'll be stopping by to visit you... =]
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